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I Am: Chris Sex: Male D.O.B.: 05.31.84 Where The Fuck?: Allentown, Pa Soul: Blood, Music, Art. Heart: X. In The Beginning... There Was Confusion Aim: MorbidSoulDotCom Aim: SuicideSoul666 Website: wwww.morbidsoul.com X: My Scars From Others X: My Fucking Mind

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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Chris Birthday: 5/31/1984 Gender: Male Interests: Art, Blood, Creating Music.. Making people think... Expertise: Nothing but this art I create with a razorblade... Occupation: Artist Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: morbidsouldotcom Yahoo: morbidsouldotcom Member Since: 7/21/2004

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

	As the sun begins to set, I shall now lay this chapter in my life to rest. I will leave it as a memorial to all that I have been through and experienced over the past year. View The Past Here I Am The Antichrist is DEAD But with death, comes a rebirth.. and that rebirth comes in the form of Darkness DARKNESS INSPIRES CREATION R.I.P. Apollyon Ominous 1997-2005
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Saturday, October 01, 2005

	Fucckkkkkk.. I MISS REBEKAH
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Friday, September 30, 2005

Soooooo.. I'm in Mechanicsburg.. with my mom.. Plus side: Cable internet is awesome as fuck.. Free food, lol..

Down sides.. I miss Allentown, I miss Rebekah, I miss Matt & Gidget.. I miss everyone else.... oh.. did I mention.. I MISS REBEKAH? lol.. Cuz I doooo.. Dammit..

Blah...

I dunno what else to say..

=ANTI

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Currently Listening
Undertow
By Tool
"Sober"
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Hello Twisted Fiends:

Well life sucks and is awesome at the same time..

First off, I fucking got fired on Friday.. Because I was 30 mins late last Monday, coming back home from Harrisburg and I was late on Wed. and Thurs. because I had to walk one day and the other day my bus was late.. That's fucking bullshit, because that job was really fucking good.. so now I'm fucked so fucking bad.. I'm gonna have my mom come up this weekend, I guess and we're gonna go hardcore job hunting..

But in other news, this weekend was fucking awesome.. Hanging out with Rebekah and Trent.. Trent is the coolest fucking kid I've ever met.. He's only 5, but he's as smart as like a 10 or 12 year old.. He's CRAZY smart.. But yeah.. it's been so awesome.. hanging out with him, hanging out with Rebekah, gettin' drunk (after Trent goes to bed with his Gram, of course), checkin' out some crazy Silent Hill/Resident Evil-esque areas nearby... they were fucking awesome.. and pretty freaky.. even in the light.. I swear I expected to find a dead body, lol.. broken down bridges, old rusty meatlockers, old, dented up trailers running along what looked like an old carnival midway... chemical barrels, secret spaces, dead cornfields, rusty old bondage-looking racks and all kinds of crazy Texas Chainsaw Massacre stuff.... it was AWESOME..

I'm not sure what the FUCK I'm gonna do about this whole job thing.. but I'll figure something out I guess.. FUCK.. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKK......

I hate my life equally as much as I love it.. so it's a very strange mental space to be in...

Save me from myself

=ANTI=

PS: In case you missed it, check out this wonderful comment a nice Christian left me.. how cute:

So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. 17For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. 18But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.

The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 1and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. 26Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.
-Galatians 5:16-23

I know what you're thinking. "Aw great, its a mumbo jumbo Christian seeing if he can tell me the word". Well... you're right. I just want to you because I can tell that you're sad a lot. Believe me, this salvation will make you happy, God promises it. God doesn't limit your life, he gives it a much better outlook. Just try reading a few verses. Can't hurt.

Posted 9/25/2005 at 11:46 PM by ChrisGauntlet -

Beautiful, beautiful.. It's not ever going to change my "sinful" ways.. but I appreciate the attempt.. or the attempt to look more "Christian" by trying to "help" me..

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

My life is a battleground..allies have become enemies, and war-heroes have come out to play on both sides...

Blood has been shed and will most likely continue to be shed.. The war is on inside my mind.. the smell of death is in the air.. all words have razorsharp edges and cut my without warning. The world outside seems to be searching for a way to penetrate my mental fortress and destroy me..

They are so close...

I can feel the walls start to crack.. the death is beginning to seep through...

Is this the end...?

....

In other tales of blood and gore, I'm going to see Rebekah this weekend..

=ANTI=

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